Showing posts with label luahan perasaan yg perasan. Show all posts
Showing posts with label luahan perasaan yg perasan. Show all posts

Sunday, March 20, 2011

Yesterday was very unpredictable. Very unexpected (in a good way for sure) As usual, its a Saturday class, with the sweet-looking-psychiatrist. And I was very sure that im gonna cry again. *i totally dont know why im becoming too fragile recently.damn* It was the session where we supposed to give feedback for every single person in class. Both positive and negative side.

Only God know how hard I try for not crying again in this class. But then, the gloomy mood was overwhelm. Fcuk. Hahaha. And there I am, crying-cum-smilling. It is not the sad cry. Its kinda happy-touched-cry afterall.

Okay, lets not reveal too much on the crying part.

The feedback from others toward me? Jeng jeng jeng.

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the KL girl with no sense of KLgirl itself.
*you know how people have this kind of perception toward KLgirl. selfish,arrogant,annoying,perasan bagus etc. Okay, frankly speaking, I really dont know why people had this perception on KLgirl. And luckily, the classmates told that I AM TOTALLY DIFFERENT. ahaha*

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the soft-hearted girl.
-Oh mai God! It was really shock when they mentioned this. I was like..??? Ahahaha.*blushingggg*;p

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Meanwhile, only this bunch of people said the soft-hearted thinggy. And I am totally !@#$$%^?
Ahaha.





Miss Jay

Friday, November 12, 2010

terima kasih.

terima kasih Tuhan kerana telah mengurniakan mereka-mereka yang terbaik dalam hidup aku yang tonggang-tonggek.

terima kasih Tuhan untuk kesihatan, kebahgiaan, kesenangan yang telah Kau lempahkan.

terima kasih Tuhan atas segala rahmat yang Kau beri.



Alhamdulillah:)

Sunday, June 13, 2010

'berbeda'-kalau ikut sinetron petang-petang.

nama pun manusia.

kalau dah physically pun berbeza,

how do you expect mentally nak sama?

tiap orang punya tahap endurance masing-masing.

and aku rasa, in this particular thing, tahap endurance aku sangat lah tinggi.

orang boleh tengok siap cebik-cebik lagi dekat aku dalam benda ni.

and aku?







masih boleh senyum.
(^________________^)

besar lebar punya!


p/s: kan manusia beza. janganlah sama kan aku dengan mana-mana orang. kalau sama kan aku dengan alien, mungkin ada sikit persamaan.

Friday, December 18, 2009

membebel je..

orang kata first impression tu penting.so first 5 minutes will aaffect the whole thing.kira nya sampai kiamat *hiperbola sial* pun orang akan ingat.nasihat orang tua tua yang hip abis,jgn bikin celaka at first sight.

aku still ingt ada 1 masa cik mbon (bukan nama sebenar) kesayangan aku bg tahu her 1st impressions toward me mse mula mula kitorg ditakdirkan 1 bilik time blaja.


"terkejut aku tengok hang mula mula dulu.dgn bangle bersepah,cincin sampai ke jari kaki,baju size super xs,muke ketat memanjang.
aku mcm,kompem sombong gile dak ni.
last2 3 taun aku mkn,mnum,tido ngn hang.muka pecah rumah,dlm hati ada taman.hahahah"
*lebey kurang mcm ne la dia ckp*

ok,ayat last dialog berkenaan sila abaikan ;p 

nampak sangat first impression tu crucial for any relationship thinggy.kalau ter'bad impression and we failed to discover the truth,jawab nye hell la.kalau anda bijak n berjaya hapuskan kotoran degil bad impression tu,then two thumbs up!masalah nya,tinggi kah peratus manusia yang mcm tu?

bagi aku,1st impression orang toward aku mmg taik gile babi.sori to say.ramai yang inagt aku sombong sebab tak tegur orang.susah nak senyum.etc..and end up dengan relationship yang mcm tah pape.


aku tak tegur orang sebab aku segan ya amat.
aku susah nak senyum sebab da mmg genetik.kang aku senyum memanjang oranginagt aku mental pulak.


ok,di sini aku xde la nak ckp yang aku x pernah terbad impression dekat orang.frequent ok?tp aku akan try untuk memperbaiki all the bullshit impression that i throw toward taht person.at least i am trying.untuk memperbaiki *dengan frasa bahasa melayu nya* perhubugan dengan seseorg itu.

tapi,ada setngah orang yang mcm..
 "dia tu mmg mcm tu.sampai bila bila pun mcm tu"
 "dia tu mmg sombong.tak payah layan lah"

helo?kamon la weyh.ko belum kenal taht person,tlg jgn judge based on your own perception boleh tak?tah tah nama penuh dia pun kau tak tau,lagi mau kecoh.lagi mau mcm ko knl dia da dr dlm perut.kira mcm..


kau kenal makcik dia.
kau kenal ex bf dia.
kau tahu feveret kaler dia.
kau tahu bila dia korek telinga.


kau tak tau ke kurang enak bila kita da misjudge orang tu?sori la,aku cukup emo secara auto bila keadaan mcm ni take place.


bukan la aku nak cakap tak boleh ada 1st impression.gila ah mcm tu.da mmg semenjak dr azali lagi manusia tu akan judge orang mase mula mula jumpa.aku fine aja dengan sifat manusia yang satu ni,tapi mcm tak puas hati bila kau da ada bad impression dekat soranag manusia ni and put no effort untuk kasi jernih keadaan.worst,orang berkenaan yang berniat baik yang kau da misjudge tu tak tahu pun apa masalah kau berdua.tak ke tahi mcm tu?

kamon la.see things on the good side,pls?dari kau buang masa tersalah anggapan dekat orang,baik kau berusaha pulihkan keadaan.improve the good things toward that person.kan lg bagus macam tu?tak ke 1malaysia nama nya?


p/s: emo ke jana?;p

Monday, November 30, 2009

hari ini dan semalam

xde pe yang special sepanjang cuti ne.mkn,tdo,mkn,tdo,laptop.


owh.kenduri kak wani.exhausted.bergaya oren.bergaya pink.aww!bagi bunga telor tok perenjis.double aww!dan,pengapit time kenduri belah lelaki.triple awww!!hahaha.


tp,nmpak ny,turning point nya suda tiba.kalau dulu rekod paling awal bgn pg pukul 10,pg td kire aku da pecah kan rekod.7pg beb.ralat gak pagi td.tp apekan daya,tuntutan tanggungjwb kena la aku gagahkan jua.


hari ni 30hb nov,aku kena lapor diri kat tmpt practical,KL StarRail Sdn Bhd.kalau lah pagi td ade cctv dpn wisma tu,kompem dorg gelak guling guling tgk aku terkial kial bile sampai sane.tp everything's
fine.undercontrol :)


org pertame aku jumpa hari ne,Mr Makesh@ Mageesh.cool,klaka,best.three words worth :)
die ade keluarkan falsafah dr sorg foreigner yg aku x ingt nme die which is "x slh kite bodek majikan,asalkan kite x pijak orang lai. :)" *in english la kan*


and start observing the office after a long briefing. *noted that,long briefing* da cam tour ape je.bwk gi department sane,sini,situ,sinun.kenal dgn org ni,org tu,manager ni,manager tu...blablabla.


bottomline,hari ni x lah seteruk yang di sangka.sume nye masih ok ok.tp x tau lah kalau da start keje esok.hopefully sume nye akn berjalan dengan lancar,bukan lanc#u.haha.

do welcomed me monorel!

takot gak aku sebenarnye.almaklumlah,1st time miggle ngn org2 lg berumur.n secara formal pulak tu.lagilah bertambah2 takot.


p/s: aku tgk post d fb rakan2,ade yg suke ngn tmpt practical,ade yg so so.bagus la tu :)

p/s p/s: ramai yg called n msg wish gud luck.mak ayah haiza n 017851####.trimas.dorg tau aku cuak :)

Wednesday, September 23, 2009

revolusi.evolusi

hah!nah!aku suda tukar blog title and background.again.ne suda kali ke 3 aku tukar.hahahaha.korang suka tak?pas ne xde orang ckp aku mcm kanak-kanak.











luv,
kanak-kanak yang cuba matang x)


Wednesday, September 9, 2009

suratcinta untuk si dia

sayang,
aku tau aku mengabaikan mu,
mengtidakendahkan kau dlm hidopku.
maafkan aku sayang

bukan niat ku untuk melakukan kau sebegitu,
tp hidop ini tidak adil!
mase singkat,menyebabkan aku x leh berada dgn u wahai sayang ku.

maafkan aku kerana kita jd begini,
maafkan aku mengabaikan mu
wahai blogku..



hahahah! xD berdarah hidong bace!!
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Wednesday, August 12, 2009

H.A.P.P.Y ((:

HAPPY!!
beberape sebab yang munasabah tok happy:
  1. berjaye pose even x sahur (:
  2. jumpe farid kamil.
  3. melepak bersame jojo and sobri amali
  4. gayut ngn mak ((:
  5. berjaye siap kan asssignment.
  6. x tido siang.
  7. shopping sakan.
  8. called ayah ((:
  9. sebab ari ini memang happy ((:
  10. macha called ((:

berwarna merah itu angan-angan semata-mata ;p

p/s: SYAZANA MOHD RAZALI sgt gembira bila called/bergayut/menyembang/bergosip ngn mak and ayah beliau.lastly,trime kaseh pd yg sudi menelefon hari ini ((: xoxo!

2nd p/s: saye ank upload pic dinner,doakan yer~

Friday, July 31, 2009

Len kali tanye betol-betol ar!!





keter lynna msok ikot pntu depan u die.



pak guard : adek student ke?
lynna : ha'ah pakcik.jumpe lec jap.
aku : xde ar.saye cousindie.tmn je.saye bkn student cni.
(menipu sket)

pak guard : oke2.adek meh ic.
(sambil tunjuk aku)

aku bg ic ngn sng ati.

time nak kua.gi amek ic..


pak guard :tol ke adek bkn student??
aku : ha'ah.saye bkn student.nape incik?
pak guard : adek jgn tipu.adek student arau kan?nape x ngaku student?malu ke?
aku : oh,saye ingt student cni je kne ngaku student.saye xtaw pon cwgn nye student pon kne ngaku gak.maaf la pakcik.saye tataw.
paak guard : xkre la adek student arau ke.melaka ke,tp ttp student kn?kne la ngaku.nape xnak ngaku lak?

aku start panas ati..tp still besaba dgn hrpn pak guard ne kasi can.

pak guard tulis2..

pak guard : adek da wat slh ne.sbb x ngaku student.kan saye da tnye td.susa sgt ke nk ngaku?
aku : masalah nye saye tataw lak cwgn nye student pon kne ngaku.
(muke da ketat)

pak guard tulis2 ag..sambil bebel2 marah aku.

pak guard : ne kalu lapo kat arau leh kne dismiss tau!!
aku : (diam tahan nk maki owg tuwe ne)
pakguard : nah!! (1 ketas kale putih die bg)

aku masok keter lynna.start kutokpak guard tu.n tnjuk kat lynna bende tu..(aku tol2 xtaw pe ketas putih tu)

lynna : weyh!!ne saman le!
aku : demmit!!sialan nye pakguard!!!*%(*&%%g!#?<]-a...(censored)




++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++
salah aku ke?aku siyes tataw yg student cawangan pon kne ngaku student u 2 gak.even pak guard sia*lan tu pon x mention pape or tnye if aku ne student cwgn mane2.so,die nak mrh aku sal x ngaku student tu nape?klu aku taw,xde ar aku buduh sgt x ngaku.
yg paling akux tahan,aku da mintak maap da.ngn penoh keikhlasan aku,tp pak guard sia*lan tu still nk tinggi sore.helo pakcik,x tgk tv ke?iklan 'BUDI BAHASA BUDAYA KITA' tu da berjuta2 kali tyg,xkan x ingat kot??
okai,aku tau salah aku sbb berpakain sgt sempoi nk masok u 2.tp skang kn time cuti,so pe big deal ny?plus,aku di SAMAN sbb x ngaku student.WTF??len kli gtau awal2 ler pakcik~
aku bukan x hormat dorg yg bkerje lambidang ne,tp sbb perangai2 taikne la wat aku nympah sgt.aku ingt kt u aku je.rupe2nye..hampeh!aku x slh kan dorgwt tanggungjwb dorg,tp tlg r berbudi bahasa sket.bukan kne byr pon!aku ingt ckgu skolah dlu slalu pesan.."yg muda di sayangi,yg tua di hormati" tp klu cam ne ar,mmg aku x leh nak hormat r.
wahai pak guard sia*lan,len kali tny tol2 k..jgn pastu sng2 je nak slh kan owg len.aku pon x hingin nak tipu ko ar pak guard sia*lan.
pergh..aku rase cam nk tombok laju2 je pak guard sia*lan tu td.tp ble mengenangkan dia sebaya ayah aku je,tros x jd.and,aku da dapat pon saman tu.sape kne bayar??aku jugak...
p/s:jana xpnh kne saman kat arau,so agak ........... ble kene saman kat u induk lak!!

Monday, July 27, 2009

the annoying broadband



the junkfood















the gadgets yg run out of battry






peneman2 setia di malam hari nan sepi..mate masih bersengkang,kerna suda terlebey tdo siang..


+++++++++++++++++++++++++++




bengong!!
aku da merepek meraban td,suddenly terlupe nak save.so lost sume.
bengong!!
wat penat aku tulis ngn penoh kekreatifan aku di malam yg hening ne.skati je ley lupe nak save.
bengong!!
ye.memang bengong.
malam makhluk-makhluk tuhan.jgn jd bengong mcm aku.nity nite :)

Sunday, July 26, 2009

.rumahku syurgaku.


theSECOND and theELDEST


theTHIRD and theELDEST



theDAUGHTER and theGREATESTMOM




themachomanDAD





theYOUNGEST and theELDEST











aku terAMAT suke dok kat umah.terAMAT SANGAT suke berada di rumah.







umah is a wonderful place to stay.
umah is the greatest place to go.
umah is a place where i cn meet the ppl i love the most.





ye,,umah is the place.no doubt.



di bwh ialah list actvity jana bile berade di umah:)
  1. menolong mak
  2. menolong ayah
  3. mengaco adeq2 ku
  4. menyebok
  5. memasak kopok (ayh's fav) bile di suroh
  6. mengemas umah
  7. menolong menambah sepah and semak
  8. mengemas bilik sendiri
  9. memasak !!
  10. melepak tnpe wat pape
  11. meng'over dose kan tdo
  12. mengQADA tdo
  13. menjge adeq kcik ku
  14. membgn kan dri awal tok wat brkfst
  15. menonton tv smpi nk meletop
  16. memastikan umah sentiase bersih and kemas
  17. melawan (sket) ckpmak and ayh
  18. mengulang kaji pelajaran

* bertulisan merah adalah tipu semate mate *







Saturday, July 25, 2009

DORAEMON!!

alangkah bgos nyer klu mase tu leh di patah-balik-kan. so any things yg kte rase2 regret at the first place, leh di baiki.and now i am hoping that DORAEMON really exist.sigh.time goes by,tp still xleh nk capture all the things that happened around me.and again,hoping that DORAEMON really exist.


incikDORAEMON!! di mane anda wahai incik DORAEMON..



1 bende yg ingin di pinjam dr DORAEMON : pintu sesuka hati
1 harapan yg gile : pusing mase balek
1 kenyataan yg pasti : xkan leh pusing mase



aku xmo jd cam nobita,yg owez mntk pertolongan DORAEMON.yg selalu mnyusahkan sahabat ny, si DORAEMON. selalu trima ngn ati yg redha tok di buli.tak nak.tak nak.tak nak.i am trying not to be like him.just kali ne,tol2 trase amat bertuah jike dpt jmpe DORAEMON and asked him a favour.once.only this time.cause i thought i need to perbetulkan something tonite.yes,i repeat its tonite.





owh DORAEMON my saviour,nak pnjam pintu sesuka ati incik!





p/s :jana is currently regreting about something.so, she didn't really know what she writes here.

Friday, July 17, 2009

one of the subject

here he comes.with green kemeja,specky,big tummy and quite short.he lookss like any typical marketing lecturer with his tummy, i thought.1 pengakuan,marketing lecturer slalu ny berbig tummy.it is neither a compliment,nor an insult.tak salah kan?plus, is there any policies being stated that lecture xleh ber....... :)

ok,back to the story.die masok kls with one i think really PANAS statement..which is

" kamu semua really xnmpak mcm a bachelor students"

pergh..ini suda menghiris giwa kami sume at that time.and,all of us just sit silently,waiting for the next words that will come out from him.


"i advised you,just drop this paper"
hello?adakah ini yg patut kami dengar for the first class?oh,it would be disaster for us having a lecturer like him,my first impression of him.


but,deep in my heart, i do adore this lecturer.the way he talk,speak out his objection towards politics,and others really attract me.to listen to him for sure.hey,xkn lah attract in other way lak.c'mon le..he is my issue in marketing's lecturer with 34 ex girl (he told as so :) )


aku ske dengar his point of view.at first, aku sendiri xtau yg aku akn tertarik tok mendengar after a harsh comment from him about our class.swear,he kinda cute.for a man at his age :)

owh gosh..die sgt sporting.2 hours in his class berlalu cenggitu aja (usually,sleepy will distruct my attention in any 2hours class,i admit) tp, this lecturer really has something.something extaordinary.something that cannot be explained.


yeah,i cant wait for the next class.so eager to listen to him.the lecturer who teach one of my subject, really have something in him.something that attract me.and,thisis the good and positive sign to aku try to excell in his paper.hopefully.. *wink*

Sunday, July 12, 2009

" rela-SUX-ship"

ngape aku x commit in any relationship?
  • sbb aku pk lom sedia ag~
  • sbb,in a meantime,xde owg nak kt aku ;p *wink*

ngape aku still lom sedia to commit in any relationship?

  • cz im damn freaking out bout my past relationship.

nape ngn my past relationship?

  • cz it doesn't go smoothly..x spt yg dirancang :(

ngape x spt yg dirancang?

  • sbb,anything had been writen out by HIM.kte merancang,TUHAN menentukan~

am i dissappointed with all diz fu*ckin shit-unsuccessful-relationship?

  • absolutely i am!worst,ble owg yg berkaitan misjudge tndakan aku (m'breakin up).btw, any decision dat being made is hurting me too!and finally,ble aku bit pissed off sal bende ne,i'll keep remind myself dat evrything happen for a reason.

bpe lame akn aku totally 'recovered' and sedia tok commit in any relationship?

  • tah?i didn't plan anything..
  • ble ade owg yg nk aku tol2 kot ;p *wink*

in a meantime..wut da exact word (for me) for me to describerelationship?

  • rela-SUX-ship definitely!! \(^-^)/